You know, life could give me a break and take the bad stuff away for a while. This year has been a rough one.

I hate waking up and feeling mentally ill. I've got a long day ahead of me, and it promises to be quite intrusive and abrasive, and I really don't feel like dealing with it at all. I want to lay in bed and pull the covers up and forget the day.

1. Put your iPod, mp3, or media player on "shuffle"

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer

3. You must write down the name of the song, no matter how silly it sounds!

How would you describe yourself?

The Unknown Soldier

What do you like in a guy/girl?

Wonderboy

How do you feel today?
Dressed in Black (how fucking appropriate!)

What is your life purpose?

Gimme Shelter

What is your motto?
Rain When I Die

What do your friends think of you?
Jesus Of the Moon

What do you think of your parents?
If You Want Me

What do you think of the person you like?
Don't Let Go (Love)

What is your life story?

Nobody Lives Without Love

What do you want to be when you grow up?

Long, Long, Long

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Solitary Man

What will you dance to at your wedding?

I Feel For You (CHAKA KHAN! CHAKA KHAN!)

What will they play at your funeral?

Take Me Home

What is your hobby/interest?

Sweetest Perfection

What is your biggest fear?

Something To Do

What is your biggest secret?
Today

What will you post this as?

Changes

[yeah fuck you, a survey!]

Oh darling, will you ever change your mind?
Yeah, I've been feeling left behind,
Like a shadow in your light.

Ah honey won't you say that I'm the one!
And if you think you're gonna run,
Well, you know,

I'm gonna be around you, all about you
Always by your side.
I'm gonna dream about you, scheme about you
Love you all the time.

[something about a lady which isn't applicable to this post]

[and, yes, I quoted Supertramp. Fuck off! It fits!]

Sometimes, it's so damn lovely to have a night to yourself. I'm laying all sprawled out on my couch under a blanket surfing the net. How great is this??

I don't mind having a frenetic mind, I just mind waking up at five ante-meridian fully conscious. That taints the day.

A friend of mine introduced me to this new Puscifer track. It's pretty fantastic.



And on a completely unrelated note, it's been ten years since "Fight Club" came out. Strange.

On an unrelated note, I pretty much shaved the back of my head (one razor left and it would've been military grade). I like it - it's nice to touch. The front's still long, and it's not strange enough to get me fired from my "professional" job. One day, I swear it's going to be all gone. G.I. Jane-style.

Don't you ever just get tired of your hair and want to shave it off? I can't be the only one. It's a lovely feeling - that coldness on the back of your neck and that satisfying feeling between your fingers when you rub the short stalks. I'm a fan of stubble. If that's indeed what you call it. Head stubble.

GODDAMN STRESS!

You know, sometimes it's okay for a girl to be selfish...

Because who really looks out for you in this world besides yourself?